I can remember that i had a penis fetish early on, arround the age of 6 or 7. I would spend some of my days at my grandparents house and i would love these days in particular. My two younger cousins, still in dipers at the time, would often be there too. I would love it when they needed a diper change. I would follow aunts to one of the guest bedrooms and watch my cousins get all cleaned up. I love to watch their little penises react to the cool breeze from the ceilling fan. As soon as the front of the diaper was taken off of their body they began to move so unrestlessly and would often stream pee. I loved to watch my aunts touch and clean every part of my counsins privates. I would get the privelage of wiping their penises and balls with a baby wipe and i would always use two hands,
Once they were all clean they would get back to thier playing. And i would only begin my "playing: in exploring my cousins. They would be playing in the back room of my grandparent's house and i would always find them alone back there. I would walk up to them and start to hug them or embrace them in some way. And then, knowing they were clean, would pretend to check their diapers for messes. I would first pull back the back of ther diapers and feel their smooth baby butt cheeks. Then the fronts. I would reach into the front of their diapers to feel their smooth balls and penis covered in baby powder. i always loved the smell of baby powder.
Now i still wonder what my cousin's penises look like now, and wether i will be able to see them again.
